GROUND ZERO PLUS 1053 
                  DAYS--New York, NY, July 29, 2004--It 
                  is hard to imagine the heartbeats of the dead. But if you listen 
                  hard, you can hear them. 
                By all scientific and physiological laws the 
                  heart stops beating to signal death. Blood, the fuel that runs 
                  through the pipeline of the body, stops feeding the cells nourishment. 
                
                Starving, the brain suffocates. It runs out 
                  of gas when the heart stops. Electricity snapping from synapse 
                  to synapse to create brain activity flickers like a choking 
                  candle void of oxygen until it finally futile gasps end in a 
                  flatline representing "no life."
                
                  
                     
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                      | There 
                          are those, like myself, who refuse to believe the"DEAD" 
                          are "dead"    | 
                  
                 
                 A pronouncement of "DEATH" is administered. 
                  Tears flow. Graves are dug. Life is buried into the womb of 
                  the earth; the flesh is rejoined to its original state, mulch. 
                  But the soul! Ah, the soul! 
                There are those, like myself, who refuse to 
                  believe the "DEAD" are "dead."
                We, whoever "we" are, believe there 
                  is something far more powerful about human existence than our 
                  blood and bones and flesh. This is not a religious belief per 
                  se but a spiritual one.
                If it is true that nothing is created or destroyed, 
                  that all things simply come and go in different shapes and forms, 
                  majestically orchestrated over billions of years of evolutionary 
                  expansion, then, while the human body may be crushed to death 
                  under the rubble of millions of pounds of steel and concrete 
                  from a Terrorist attack, the spirits of those who died, the 
                  molecular or atomic DNA of their existence, their purpose in 
                  life and for life, cannot be destroyed. In some boundless manner, 
                  the essence of those who died remain in some structure, fingerprints 
                  of the past embossed upon the present and signposting the future.
                The hearts of the Souls of Vigilance--those 
                  2,792 who have been identified as victims of the World Trade 
                  Center attack--have not skipped a beat since life was crushed 
                  from their physical beings. Neither have the 124 from the Pentagon, 
                  or the 40 aboard the United Flight that crashed in Shanksville, 
                  Pa that fateful day.
                Here it is 1082 days from Ground Zero. I can 
                  still hear the beats of the hearts of those who died, just as 
                  I can hear their screams as they fell or jumped from a quarter 
                  mile high that morning to hasten death. They live as Sentinels 
                  of Vigilance, invisible to those who don't believe in anything 
                  but the physical. They stand alert and proud in a Circle of 
                  Vigilance hovering over Ground Zero, warning the Beast of Terror 
                  that he is not free to move about. That he is being hunted, 
                  exposed and will one day be terminated.
                In a single day, a Sentinel of Vigilance enjoys 
                  110,000 heartbeats. In a month, 2.6 million. In a year, more 
                  than 31.6 million. The sounds of those heartbeats pound into 
                  the ears of the Beast of Terror who tries to stuff cotton in 
                  people's ears so they will not hear them. The Beast hopes they 
                  will fall Complacent to their own duty and responsibility to 
                  promote Vigilance, to monitor it at home, to defend it so that 
                  it might be available to the Children's Children's Children. 
                
                
                  
                     
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                      | We 
                          are quick to grow deaf to the daily 333 million heartbeats 
                          of the Sentinels of Vigilance  | 
                  
                 
                  
                The sounds of the combined heartbeats of all 
                  3,030 Sentinels of Vigilance who died in the combined attack 
                  on the WTC, Pentagon and aboard United Fight 93 that crashed 
                  in Shanksville represents 333 million per day, and 121 billion 
                  per year.
                We are quick to grow deaf to these heartbeats.
                We are quick to bury the dead. We are quick 
                  to think they have "passed" and no longer "exist" 
                  in a form we can recognize--one subject to touch and feel.
                Yet they do live on. One only has to feast 
                  his or her eyes on a monument of any nature depicting the struggle 
                  of humanity to overcome Terrorism of all various sizes and shapes 
                  to understand that the memory of Vigilance never dies.
                The statue of Blind Justice is but one small 
                  example. She stands with a blindfold holding a scale--a symbol 
                  of measuring right versus wrong on the facts not on opinion. 
                  To the casual passerby, she is only a statue, a decorative symbol. 
                  But to one who believes in "justice," and is a student 
                  of all human history, he or she knows she is as alive as though 
                  her marble or plaster were warm flesh and blood, and such a 
                  person can hear the heartbeat of the Spirit of Justice beating 
                  as loudly through the inanimate composition as if it were a 
                  person hooked to an echo chamber and the pulse of the blood 
                  gushing and rushing was being broadcast in stereo, surround 
                  sound.
                
                  
                     
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                      | Blind 
                          Justice is an example of life    | 
                  
                 
                The music lover who sits at the foot of a statue 
                  of Mozart or Beethoven can hear the scratch of the great composers' 
                  quills scribing musical notes that will ring forever in the 
                  ears and strike the hearts of millions upon millions throughout 
                  time eternal. Such a statue is not icy cold marble to an aficionado 
                  of great music, but warm and pulsing, as though it were about 
                  to vibrate off its pedestal and walk triumphant.
                Heartbeats? Are they real?
                Vigilance is about seeing into the future through 
                  the lens of the past. It is about protecting the children. A 
                  mother pauses with her child before crossing the street even 
                  if she doesn't see a car coming. In her mind, there is "always" 
                  a car coming even if she doesn't see one at that precise moment. 
                
                The heartbeats of those who died on September 
                  cannot be deadened by time. If we are truly Vigilant, then we 
                  must turn up the volume as time passes, for the distance between 
                  the reality of what happened on September 11, 2001 and the desire 
                  to "go on with life as normal" tends to weaken the 
                  signal of the Sentinels of Vigilance. One day, if we are not 
                  cautious, we will no longer hear the heartbeats of the thousands 
                  who died that day warning us to be Semper Vigilantes--Always 
                  Vigilant.
                
                  
                     
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                      | Listen 
                          for the heartbeats of those who died on Nine-Eleven 
                           | 
                  
                 
                That's why today when I hear my heartbeat as 
                  I climb the fifty-nine stairs to my apartment, I hear not just 
                  the beat of my own heart, but the chorus of those who died on 
                  Nine Eleven chanting that we must not concede to Complacency, 
                  that we must take the Pledge of Vigilance daily in our lives 
                  as a tool to protect our children from all the various nefarious 
                  forms of Terrorism. It is the Fear, Intimidation and Complacency 
                  that settles in and clogs our ears from hearing the beating 
                  of the Sentinels of Vigilance's hearts.
                Sometimes I put my ear to my two-year-old grandson's 
                  chest and listen to his heart. It reminds me that I am here 
                  today as a Sentinel, a living one, who pays homage to the sounds 
                  of the heartbeats of my brothers and sisters who might have 
                  physically died on September 11, 2001, but whose real life continues 
                  as a drumbeat, a signal that I should never forget why they 
                  died.
                When I do not forget, they come to life.
                And their heartbeats ring like thousands of 
                  bells, letting me know I am not alone in my quest for Vigilance. 
                
                  
                
                 
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